Do I have feelings for this friend of mine? Warning! This is EXTREMELY long.?

i think you do have feelings for him. i believe you like him just a little bit more then you do a regular friend and by the way he acts around you he likes you as more then a friend too. Idk what it is he has but i can tell you that a a lot of the time ppl feel like they are one person someplace and other person in other place. I think it has something to do with what ppl expect you to behave like.