Friend is sneaking behind my back and thinks i dont no!!?

First off your friend is an *** for going after the guy you told her you like. I only think she did it because she was jealous of you. I do though think your silly for pushing Brian out of your life. Why don't you admit how you feel about him. You never know if he has feelings for you. I think you should have told him. 1.) Because he was your best friend 2.) It sounds like you two have great chemistry.